Think I lost my girlfriend...
I relapsed on New Years. I can't believe I keep letting this happen. Right now I know I can't drink in moderation, but I ALWAYS find some way to convince myself to try! Even though I have proven over and over again that I CANNOT just have a few! Welp, I argued with the girl I love and said some hurtful things. She wants to be with me, but I know it's hard for her. If I have lost her it's going to be really hard on me, especially knowing we are totally happy when I don't drink.
I just have no clue what to do to keep from drinking. How can I forget how horrible this feels after only a few weeks of sobriety?