Your kind words really help! I'm one step ahead of you, just joined a local gym and signed up for a little PT (It's the only way to make sure i actually go)
Been doing a lot of thinking on why i drink. Yes it's become a 'habit' but i think its just that because of the work i do i treat drinking as another obstacle that i just need to work through to overcome. It’s hard to say this but I’m actually quite proud that i can drink so much so often and still preform the way i do. It's twisted i know!!!
Just a little worried if i quit drinking completely what my next 'holic' will be!