65 days sober with a new sponsor... I can't dump my old one!
I'm so grateful today for my sobriety today. Happily I can say that I go to meetings at least once a day, I have a homegroup, sponsor, service commitment and I'm beginning my step work. However, I can't bring myself to pick up the phone and dump my old sponsor. I feel so guilty, and those who I've spoken to say it's not a big deal. I'm terrified, and it's made me recognize that it mirrors the way I handled relationships when I was drinking/using. I simply stopped talking to the person or isolated and avoided them literally for months.
Any insight/guidance would be so greatly appreciated!