Hey Ohio -- one time I needed a meeting badly. I had already drank and I was beside myself. I was sane enough at that moment to realize I couldn't drive. I called the local AA hall and a woman talked to me for well over 30 minutes. She mostly listened to me. It was what I needed at the moment.
I can't promise you'll have the exact same experience as I did but why not call the local meeting or the central office and ask someone to talk to you?