Well I didn't go- feel pretty badly about it really but it has been a rough day and I don't want to be the guy blowing chunks at his first AA meeting. I suppose its an excuse but oh well. There are several more meetings tonight so......
This forum has helped- I have been reading all day so thank you to you all for sharing your experiences.
On a side note I'm not from Ohio lol I picked that name over a year ago to ask advice about a high school friend who is into drugs, just figured Ohio1 is about as anonymous as it gets.