Hey wino1234
youve heard it here above, but every single day will get better. Ive been through this and still now. Please just hang in there., drinking at dinner on Christmas will not work, at least for me it didnt ever.. just an excuse. why not order a cool drink that isnt alcohol, I like limes and decaf iced tea. just thinking abt you. watch out for the excuse thing, its in your head and trying to pull you back in. dont let it
Best
dub