Originally Posted by
wino1234 
Trying to take it. One day at a time.. I miss my wine though...and no idea how I will say no on Christmas eve. I keep telling myself I'll only have a few. Suppose to go out to dinner Sunday...not sure how I will WO ordering wine. I should go to an AA meeting sometime this week. But I really don't wanna do that either. I'm just angry and sad..but trying to take it one day at a time. I thought it would get better day by day.
Also remember that there is a grieving process when we give the alcohol up. I was angry, sad, feeling sorry for myself. Didn't know how I would cope without it. I found I spent a lot of time at my daughter's house.
You know as well as I do that we don't stop at one or two. One drink is too many and a 1000 are not enough.
Do you have a sponsor or anyone who you can talk to that has been thru this?