Trying to take it. One day at a time.. I miss my wine though...and no idea how I will say no on Christmas eve. I keep telling myself I'll only have a few. Suppose to go out to dinner Sunday...not sure how I will WO ordering wine. I should go to an AA meeting sometime this week. But I really don't wanna do that either. I'm just angry and sad..but trying to take it one day at a time. I thought it would get better day by day.