That's quite an accomplishment, 6 years. I'm in no position 2 offer advice, as I'm a newbie here. But just wanted 2 say I'm so sorry what happened to you. Drama is a big trigger for me as well. I fight with issues everyday. But coming to realize that its up to me how I choose to react to them. This puts the situation at hand in a different light. Instead of punishing myself for things I have no control over,or things I can't change. I hope things look up for you. Hang in there. Remember the old saying. Its always darkest before the dawn.