Like I've said before Matt - you can tackle it now or tackle it ten years from now when your relationships and job have suffered, your kids and your neighbours know you as a drunk, and you're not drinking for enjoyment you're drinking to function.
The bottom line is you need to quit - it's much much better to do that sooner than later.
sorry for being blunt, but sometimes thats all I can be.
This thing destroys lives.
I spent years of being scared of change - I just wanted to keep my life as it was, just with me drinking less..
I'm not built that way. I'm all or nothing so I choose nothing.
My life's been through an enormous amount of changes since 2007 - but they're all good ones - I love my life and I love who I am sober.
I really hope you'll give yourself the chance to experience that too Matt.
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