getting through it...
Well, I managed to keep to diet cokes at the christmas party and was very glad of it the following morning!! I suppose this was the first time I had been in such a situation sober and was quite shocked to see how drunk some of my friends were. I kept thinking "that is what I am like when I drink" and got quite down and ashamed by this. I wasn't tempted to drink this weekend but felt really down and angry about the past and the importance that is placed on alcohol by my friends and family. I am 30 days sober... Is it normal to feel a bit down? Thanks for reading. S xx