It gets harder - very much harder - based on my experience.
You think 'oh it's just one drink or just one night I can start again in the morning'...but that's based on a lie - that we have control.
We have control in recovery because we removed alcohol from our lives.
We can't control our addiction when it's reactivated...we have years of proof about that.
I went out for one night...that lasted 2 and half years.
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Last edited by Dee74; 12-14-2012 at 01:38 PM.