MamaKit, I feel like we are living the same nightmare. I had my AH of 11 yrs served with a PFA last week and had him evicted from HIS house.I just could not take another day. Also have two children together. He also is on his best behavior. Hasnt had a drink since, wants ti go to AA, wants us to be happy, blah, blah, blah. I have heard this soooo many times before, the only difference this time..... He had to leave everything that belonged to him. I also am feeling guilt, did I make a mistake??? But then I sit and think, did he care how I was feeling after everything that he did to me? NO!! I can not worry about his feelings anymore. He now needs to suffer just like I have had to do soooo many times. It is not easy at all, especially with kids but we need to stay strong and let them decide their road of life. Please take care and do not give in.....