Originally Posted by
Reed30 
Especially when he says that his family thought I wouldn't leave him and that he hoped i stayed because he knew I would make sure he stayed clean.
But he wasn't clean when you were with him. He was lying to you to protect his drug use and abuse.
He's guilting you and you are feeling the effects of it. There is NOTHING you can do to help him or keep him clean. When someone shows you who they are, believe them... even if it cuts to the core.
Stay strong.