Hey Patty! I am feeling the same way. Have a party to go to for my husbands work. Have a super sexy outfit, feeling great, going to be 6 months sober on the 11th of December. But also feeling anxious.
It is something we can get through. I keep reminding myself that it won't be me getting hammered and making an ass of myself. As much as I do think of drinking, the not drinking will be the choice that keeps us alive.
Good luck and have a blast!
