Imabuleva, welcome. There was once a day I could work and function too. Then I crossed some invisible line and could no longer cope or function. I hope you develop a plan soon. I couldn't do it alone. My doctor gave me some non-addictive meds to help with my late in the day anxiety which also helped me with cravings in the beginning. There's alot of support here and I hope you stick around. Just reading the threads and learning about addiction helped a great deal.