Originally Posted by
Imabuleva 
Thank you everyone for the support. I really hope I can follow through with my wishes to be sober starting tomorrow. I don't know how though... my inability to follow through with it is destroying me.
Not sure what it will take to motivate you. If I can, I'd like to suggest you DO NOT wait until things get so terrible that there is no doubt in your mind that you are an alcoholic. Because that might be too late. We alcoholics have an amazing ability to delude ourselves about our condition.
You're concerned about your drinking. That should be enough to drive us to follow through with quitting. But the addiction is cunning.
I wish you much luck.