Well I saw your post , and imabuleva there's not a trace of doubt that drink and you are not friends. That is the first and biggest step
There are lots of answers here to the one question. Most make sense and you will find one that works.
AA is not too bad and a meeting or two can help you put your problem onto perspective and realise you are not alone. If you don't want to do that you can listen to AA podcasts some are funny some are scarey all make one point
The biggest thing you will have to get your head round is you can never drink again. That deterred everyone her for months and years and decades
You can't. Learn to accept it then embrace it. I am nearly 11 months sober. This will be my first Christmasin 40 years without a drink. Probably more as even as a child we were allowed a sip on Xmas day. But I don't drink and am proud I don't
Life doesn't get better but you sure as he'll can cope better