Welcome to SR !I know pot is a hard to give up because the disease tells us its harmless,but we all know its not.Why not give NA a try,plenty there like yourself wanting to stay clean.maybe you could find a therapist who you can talk things over with.The important thing for me is to be honest with myself,I have to make a choice everyday,am I going to move toward a drug or away from one,with help and support I have chosen to move away,you can too.I wish you the best! Bless, Trish