Originally Posted by
1seekinghelp 
I'm finding that I'm more aware of things and realizing that I have a lot to work through and not drinking is simply the start. I do have a sponsor and maybe this means I need to start working some steps to get through it. Thanks for the encouragement especially about this being a marathon and not a sprint, it's nice to know that this has happened for others. I'm glad this forum is here. Blessings.
I think what you are going through is pretty normal...I know I wasn't happy, joyous and free at 30 days....Scared and confused was more like it. Having a sponsor take me through the steps was huge for me...I learned a lot about myself and what made me tick....And drink like I did...It's a journey....I wish you well on it!