I'm struggling through the holidays too.. December has always been a bad month for me.. My dad died two weeks before Christmas, my grandmother too and a beloved dog I had was killed tragically two days after Christmas.. this year my divorce will be final 5 days before Christmas.. Yep, LOL if I allow it, December is gonna suck..
However I know that my happiness and my serenity is my choice.. Time to make some new traditions, find a happy way to honor my late loved ones and just keep marching forward.. I'm actually thinking about volunteering at a soup kitchen or something just to give back instead of sitting at home alone having a pity party..