Sharkbait

My wife is an alcoholic. I lost all my friends. My family. I lost myself. I left on tuesday after i got caught snooping through her bank account and facebook. I didnt trudst her. She kickrd me out Nd i havent gone back sincr. She then went on a four day bender, had people over, hot naked with strangers. Fell down the stairs put a big hole in the wall.

I know i do not want her anymore. I still love her, but if i stay she will kill me eventually. Tonight after she finally sobered up she is now wondering if she should fight for us. Its too late. Her mum called and left a voice message wanting to talk.

I know im doing the right thing. But its hard. I need some encouragement to help me stay strong. Im never going back