Ok, point taken. I will see my physician today.
Due to being caught at work drinking, Im on thin ice there, and so asking for time off isnt an option.. There arent alot of jobs around ATM.
But I understand what you are saying, I have a longer period of time coming up but I dont want to wait til then. This needs to happen now.
I have stopped before (even about a month ago I stopped for 4 days) and I was ok, no sweats or DTs or anything, just irritable, it was for that attempt the doctor gave me the valium. I work in the medical field, so I know what to look out for.
Thank you for your concern and advice as always, it is your joy in your freedom that is egging me on...