some of my postings were made before I saw the other thread in F&F.... the true picture is very different I think, but whatever it is....
you need to tell the truth to yourself first and foremost. In reading this thread i thought you had a one night relapse, made a phone call to your future inlaws and they flipped out.
when i read your other thread, i see a different story?
you mention nothing of the physical altercation and hiding vodka or medical detox....and if you had medical detox, why would you feel like you were dying from withdrawals? hmmmm?