have got through the day without a drink, although have spent time thinking about a drink, but now its this time of night, i feel lost without that glass in hand. Have kept myself so busy with the kiddies, and my hubby is here this week so it makes it easier for me to stay strong, but he is on nights next week and at this time of the night when the kids are in bed, i am so worried i will slip back into the rotinue, and will feel like a total failure, stomach feeling better since this morning and appetite starting to return, although small portions, i know i want to do this so so much, just not sure i can
