Finding tonight soooooooo hard :(
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Finding tonight soooooooo hard :(
have got through the day without a drink, although have spent time thinking about a drink, but now its this time of night, i feel lost without that glass in hand. Have kept myself so busy with the kiddies, and my hubby is here this week so it makes it easier for me to stay strong, but he is on nights next week and at this time of the night when the kids are in bed, i am so worried i will slip back into the rotinue, and will feel like a total failure, stomach feeling better since this morning and appetite starting to return, although small portions, i know i want to do this so so much, just not sure i can
You can. But it will be difficult, especially if you are attempting this on your own without a recovery plan in place.
Having a glass in your hand isn't a routine. Not two bottles of wine a night. This is a battle against an addiction, not a habit. But it can be won.
Stay logged into SR, we'll help. But you should give some thought to a form of face-to-face support.
Having a glass in your hand isn't a routine. Not two bottles of wine a night. This is a battle against an addiction, not a habit. But it can be won.
Stay logged into SR, we'll help. But you should give some thought to a form of face-to-face support.
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I agree with the above posters. Last night I wanted a drink SOOOOOO bad. The thought of having one would not leave my head. I ended up posting on the board... which allowed me just enough time to escape the insanity without a drink and head to bed early ! Keep posting and stay strong
Is this what you want to go back to?
Normally, its not noticeable when i am drinking as being a heavy drinker its easy to hide the habbit from those close, bottles stashed in different places etc, it makes me feel so devious, and i have some how found the need and courage to face up to my problem and kick the habbit.
Normally, its not noticeable when i am drinking as being a heavy drinker its easy to hide the habbit from those close, bottles stashed in different places etc, it makes me feel so devious, and i have some how found the need and courage to face up to my problem and kick the habbit.
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Thank you guys for any support, its amazing that strength is coming from all angels, i truly appreciate it, just had a peppermint tea, finding it is really helping ith stomach pains etc, and sure going to be nice waking up in the morning without that dreaded dry mouth and a sore head ..... i will do this !!!!!!!!!!!!
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I wanted a drink of wine so badly today that I literally begged my boyfriend to bring one home. He save me by reminding me why I have to stay sober. You can always come here, but face to face support helps with the loneliness. Or, at minimum, phone to phone support.
Stay strong. We have your back.
Stay strong. We have your back.
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