help me...
I haven't posted in awhile. AH and I are still separated, its been 6 months now. He's outwardly seeing his enabling young mistress who lives at home w.mommy and daddy while I struggle to do everything. He helps with $ but that's it. I have been through some major drama the past few months but I believe that wave is over and I. am just trying to heal. I have no family and my friends are tired of these talks...I just don't know why I can be doing all the right things like meetings for Alanon, therapy, journaling, working on me...then aH will do something awful and its like I forget all my coping skills. Sometimes I feel like life is just too painful and I will never get thru this...