Originally Posted by
chicagowife I have so much fear, anxiety and sadness right now I just don't know where to begin.
My biggest fear is that I will have to make good on my word and leave him and he will spiral downward.
My biggest anxiety is that I will catch him using again.
My biggest sadness is that I have lost an individual that I loved so much and I don't know if I will ever have him back.
We all understand your feelings, we really do!! Loving an active addict is very painful!!
(((hugs)))