Oh falling, I have been there! Hang in there. I learned the hard way that most people can and will F**k you over, it's a fact of life. I have decided not to be one of those people, I want to be kind, not mean! I am slowly regaining some faith in mankind, but I still trust very few people at this point. I watch nurse Jackie sometimes and she said something funny once "I didn't have any problems til I got clean" LOL!!! Have a great day....you rock!