Originally Posted by
rcutch 
Someone please explain to me what is wrong with me that I keep believing my AH husband when he tells me that he is doing things different? Why can I not make my heart listen to my head?
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I struggle with this too.. I think its because I'm scared of what will happen if I dont believe him.. As I'm really coming out of denial about my husband I'm finding my apple cart being overturned and change scares me I think.. I make a lot of my decisions based on fear and not neccessarly whats best for me..