"Theres nothing wrong with me yet but I feel like I could lose everything" sounds like me. I am very new at this and actually this is my first response of any form. I associated 'nothing wrong' with my health ,yet I saw other parts of my life slowly take a toll and to a lesser degree my health. I felt the "lose everything" in my life and knew it was time to make a change. As I stepped away from my drinking and my mind and soul cleared, I realized I had different things in my life (stressors) small and big that led me to drink. I have found other ways to constructively deal with those feelings and its led me down a wonderful path of enlightnenment and better understanding of myself.