Thanks guys, especially you Dee, there for us newcomers through thick and thin
I am very optimistic and determined Heyvn, which feels weird because I am usually such a pessimist!
I will keep in touch and I guess I posted because I know I am going to need some support. My personality is very much extremes and there isn't much thought into what I do when I do it, so I would like to post here hyper on Wednesday evening saying OMG OMG I did it! I did it! This is a HUGE thing for me, I feel so excited/apprehensive/blessed/frightened that I don't want to be overcome with emotions that I haven't felt for a long time and not be able to deal with them. If that makes sense?
Basically, I won't drink, but I know this whirlwind and venturing into new territory is going to make me want to, it already is! Not going there and I know I'll need support now more than ever to keep this positivity on track.
Yikes!!
