I started farting around in the kitchen. So ,I have something to do. Making a roast and baking bread. Whatever. I still have a headache. Drank some alka seltzer. I am getting used to this up and down thing. I don't know what to expect from one day to the other. I will have an upbeat , feeling ok kind of day and then the next 2 days are tense, gloomy, and physically impossible. Monday will be two weeks. My liver is really taxed. I havent gone to the Dr. because I dont think I can handle the stress of it. I can not drink anymore. I will die if I do and I am not speaking figurativly. I have had chronic diarhhea for 3 years. That stopped a week ago by the way. My euelids do not look like they are full of water. My eyes are still bloodshot though. I am carrying a lot of fluid in mu abdominal area. 4 years ago I was a size 2. Today I am a 16 .