I haven't been on her for a while I have been busy in getting my life back on track I have been working out discovering religion and finding myself things are going swell. I have been dealing with the urge to drink "one last time" which I remind myself that I want to stay sober. Also me and my ex-girlfriend have been talking and I find myself being open with her which is going good. I'm not looking to get into anything because I am not ready for it. I love her with all my heart when I was drinking I was bad but now I want to make it up for her. Also I got a letter in the mail stating I'm going to be without a DL for two years which in all honesty I'm okay with because I do enjoy being driven around.