Congratulations on 5 months!
I also have a hard time finding balance in my life between work, the program, my relationship with my boyfriend, and other things. I also feel like I should be doing better after being sober for over a year. In a lot of ways I am doing better but there is always room for more improvement. I used for 15 years so how much can really change in one year? It takes time. It's a process. I felt good after Step 5. I think just talking about everything with my sponsor and looking at things from a different angle took away some of the power these things had over me for years and years. Keep moving forward and it will all be ok