Congrats on 5 months Jeni.
When anything gets in front of sobirety we have issues.
I have actually been doing much better only bcause of one thing. I put being sober first. Even above my partner. Thats a first for me.
You are a very strong person. You can make it through this rough patch. I know you can. It will get better!
((((((HUGS)))))))
Ken