5 months sober and a little lost....
5 months sober today, and I should be doing better than I am.
I'm finding it near impossible to reach a balance in my life. I am working very hard, long stressful days, and I'm not sleeping well.
This week I've missed all my meetings through work commitments, and through being too plain exhausted.
I'm not close to drinking, but I've lost momentum. Work and not sobriety has become my number 1 focus.
I'm feeling overwhelmed and a little lost.
Still, I've got a week off after today, I need to push through step 5, and move forward. I guess I for the first time am having a nagging doubt about whether I will make it. Just admitting this has helped.