Well, you do know this will take time. You are going to hurt, you are going to cry, you are going to think that 'just one will take this pain away' this is all part of the process. Hang in there, I know you can do this. It GETS EASIER EACH DAY.
You will need to do more once the sickness goes away to keep the addict beast at bay. What are you going to do? Hang in there. I have all the faith in you in the world!~