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Welcome. It gets much easier with time. Not a week but a month, then not 6 weeks but six months, and then not one year but two, pass so quickly once you are over the initial adjustments. Then you get to choose what top do with your life, and the difference between that stage and the effort you put into finding your dream and doing it is the difference in making it for good.
You have already started by posting here. Now join AA or get into counseling or both like I did. Get your medical Doc dialed in to how much honestly, how long, and what. Then just follow these two steps that if followed to the letter, work every time.
1. Don't drink.
2. Repeat as necessary.
3. If it gets difficult, do steps one and two.