Hi and welcome Trying
Changing our life is hard, especially if it's a life we've had for years - there's a lot of support here tho - you're not alone.
SR really helped me
There are other support groups available too - I'm assuming you're in Victoria Australia and not Canada
Alcoholics Anonymous SMART Recovery Australia | Welcome to DRUG ARM! | DRUG ARM
in Victoria:
DirectLine offers a 24 hour, 7 day a week confidential alcohol and drug counselling and referral service.
Vic: 1800 888 236