why is it so hard?
like my title, why the heck is it soooooooooooooooo hard? to find help, to stay sober, to function? why cant it just be easy, even for a day, even for an hour a day.. struggling and have rang every number I have, just want to stay sober and have no idea how to do it.. Wish like heck I never met alcohol at all.. where does one go from that thought to action?