Insanity is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results. You're not doing what you used to. You're sober. Therefore, things will change; but maybe not as fast as you want.
Time is God's way of preventing everything from happening at once. If anyone (me) knew at age 18 everything that was going to happen by age 45, I couldn't handle it. I'd suicide. No joke.
What am I doing today to change the bad things? What am I doing today to enhance and encourage the good things? What am I doing different in thought, word and deed?
If the answer is nothing, then I get what I deserve. Dammit.
What makes today different? * * * YOU DO! * * *
Get at it.
" I was gonna take a Valium but I couldn't get my teeth unclenched!" LOVE IT! Laughed til I cried!
Remember, I'm pulling for you. We're all in this together.