Sick of myself
I am so sick of myself. I just always think I can figure this out on my own. I have a professional job, etc. I just always think I can. Then something goes wrong. And what do I do? Drink, of course.
I'm a broken record, but nothing bad ever happens. On the surface, no one would ever guess I have a problem. I honestly think this is my biggest problem in terms of changing.
Does that make sense?
There's a little voice inside telling me I need to change but everyone else thinks I'm fine. I just find it easier to listen to that, if that makes sense.