That being said, no longer being abstinant I cannot honestly make suggestions to others as I once did.
I wouldn't say that Stu. I know I got more than a few things from your posts a year or two ago when you were talking about issues and being locked up and such. Some of the things you posted about stuck with me. And no matter what your next journey may be...sober, not sober, complete abstinence or not abstinence that doesn't take away all your experience which can help others.
I certainly don't feel you need to leave, but that's your choice to make.
Steve