OK. New plan. Today is day two. I have too many other issues to work on right now to have to worry if alcohol is contributing to either the problems or hampering the healing.
I look back and see ways in which drinking has definitely hurt me and I don't think they are that serious. But I also look back and see things that alcohol may have indirectly contributed to (I don't know if it was the cause or an attempt to deal with another issue) and those are things I deeply regret.
So, here goes......................