Hi affguy
I used to work from home too....while working nights as a professional musician...so drinking was a major part of my life too.
I did everything with a drink by the end too. Soon I needed the drink to make the experience - any experience 'worthwhile'.
Trouble was the drinking became more important than anything else - I lost my music career first, then my home based one because I was simply more interested in drinking than doing a good job.
Thats not a road you want to go down.
You'll find a lot of support here tho - and ideas for more support elsewhere if you'r open to that idea.
We can turn our lives around
It's quite a strain on our system though when we stop or even cut back, so I really recommend you see a Dr. rather than dabbling in tapering.
Best to be safe
D