Till I accepted I had a problem there was nothing to be done. Its been a year and half with a couple slips. And I think about drinking now and then. I just cant. I know what happens ... Well thats the problem I never know what is going to happen ... I cant stop once I start..
I so agree inda! Defending myself and my actions is a lost cause. Once I start I can't stop either and that's scary to me. It's worth it to me to change my life and love myself enough to get help and support for this. You are always so encouraging!
Meso.... It's just the way our brain works. But please. Don't pick up again. Next time could lead to your parents identifying your body. Please. There is help out there. We just have to ask for it. Best wishes!