Thank you, GardenMama
My problem is that... I experienced the joy and serenity for so long that now I just feel lonely. But I can't seem to move on because I can't seem to find a guy that I deem good enough. I need to learn how to get over being so picky because the more I talk to this lowlife, the more I remember why I chose to leave him, and also why it was so hard for me to do it the first time. But I know I can do it!!! With him being gone at rehab, I can take the time to think clearly without him clouding my vision and hopefully block his number before he gets out.
I'm sorry I'm so chatty, guys!!