Originally Posted by
AlcoholicLove 
I let myself (and I take FULL RESPONSIBILITY) get sucked back in again the last 3 or 4 weeks.
Now, I find myself back to square one and so F**king angry at MYSELF (not him) I cannot even see straight!
Sounds like the most important person in your life who needs an apology is YOU!
We've all been there. Don't spend too much time being mad at yourself. Look at it as part of your lesson - sometimes it takes repeated attempts at something to finally get it right. There's a quote by Thomas Edison that I love:
We now know a thousand ways to not make a light bulb.
I never considered myself back at square one. To me it was another opportunity to realize what wasn't working in my life and change it.
Prayers for a peaceful day,
~T