im still hangin on
Well, I'm still in alaska and still sober. I'm having a terribly hard tm not drinking because well...that's what I do when I'm stressed. I'm going through the hardest time of my life deaing with the thoughts of divorce. How its going to effect my kids. And also fighting my butt off to stay sober at the same time. I still believe I made the best decison coming to alaska. I know I wouldn't be able to remain sober in that toxic situation. Especially when itseemed like it was my husbands goal to make me fall.
I'm going to see a behavior health therapist on Monday. I hope I can gain more confidence and strength from this entire experience